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So... its been 3 years... fuck.
lol. In a NUTSHELL, life - a rough timeline of events
09
*Graduated animation school the year the recession took hold, awesome timing on my part >_>
*taught a lifedrawing class for a year
09/10
*worked at a digital art gallery for 6 months
*worked at an op-shop (thrift store) for a year
11/12
*then worked at a bong/legal highs store for a year
*left that job recently and got an awesome job with a nz fashion designer and then got made redundant within 2 weeks of starting, to which I blame murphy's law wholeheartedly.
*currently looking for work, lol.
Throughout the last three years I've continued with volunteering work at our community queer youth centre and was on the board for 2.5 years, primarily though, I've mostly helped with the education work we do, going into highschools, teaching bout sexuality and gender diversity and telling my life-story to 14/15 year olds. Literally hundreds of people now know me intimately ;_; which is rather disconcerting when I stop and think about it... D:
Current fandoms
Boston legal, American Horror Story, Glee, Sherlock BBC, Torchwood, Harry Potter (always), Downton Abbey, Spartacus, Mad Men and Star Trek: TNG (the last month I have worked my way through almost the entire 7 seasons, Picard/Q is my new otp)
prsonal lief >_<
So... lets start at the begining cause its complicated...
Back when I was active in the various fandoms you see on this DA profile, I was a newly emerging transboy and former lesbian identifying person... however, as transitions go, things change and with the advent of my body finally lining up with muh brain, I realised that I liked mens a bit more than I could previously admit to myself. I am and always have been primarily attracted to masculinity, in all kinds of people, male/female and inbetween.... but I like queer masculinity and the factor of having been a chic, the men that were available to me prior to transition were, well, straight. Once I started passing as male, and queer men suddenly became an option... I was like "ohhhh yeahhhhhhh, this works."
I think I only identified as a lesbian because it was the only explanation I had for why I felt the way I did - I wanted to be a more masculine-bodied person, and butches were my only example (flawed logic, but I hadn't really known much about being trans at the time) Not to mention, real-life experience teaches you that fantasy doesn't always translate to reality and I just am more emotionally attracted to masculine identifying people in general... which 9 times out of 10 have been dudes.
All in all, I like queer shit in general, and it just makes sense to me in a way that heterosexuality does not >_<
Um, what else... oh yeah! Had top-surgery last year in August and just recently had revision done 4 weeks ago :3 So yay no moar bewbs!
Muh tumblr is where I'm most active... kestinstewart.tumblr.com/
lol. In a NUTSHELL, life - a rough timeline of events
09
*Graduated animation school the year the recession took hold, awesome timing on my part >_>
*taught a lifedrawing class for a year
09/10
*worked at a digital art gallery for 6 months
*worked at an op-shop (thrift store) for a year
11/12
*then worked at a bong/legal highs store for a year
*left that job recently and got an awesome job with a nz fashion designer and then got made redundant within 2 weeks of starting, to which I blame murphy's law wholeheartedly.
*currently looking for work, lol.
Throughout the last three years I've continued with volunteering work at our community queer youth centre and was on the board for 2.5 years, primarily though, I've mostly helped with the education work we do, going into highschools, teaching bout sexuality and gender diversity and telling my life-story to 14/15 year olds. Literally hundreds of people now know me intimately ;_; which is rather disconcerting when I stop and think about it... D:
Current fandoms
Boston legal, American Horror Story, Glee, Sherlock BBC, Torchwood, Harry Potter (always), Downton Abbey, Spartacus, Mad Men and Star Trek: TNG (the last month I have worked my way through almost the entire 7 seasons, Picard/Q is my new otp)
prsonal lief >_<
So... lets start at the begining cause its complicated...
Back when I was active in the various fandoms you see on this DA profile, I was a newly emerging transboy and former lesbian identifying person... however, as transitions go, things change and with the advent of my body finally lining up with muh brain, I realised that I liked mens a bit more than I could previously admit to myself. I am and always have been primarily attracted to masculinity, in all kinds of people, male/female and inbetween.... but I like queer masculinity and the factor of having been a chic, the men that were available to me prior to transition were, well, straight. Once I started passing as male, and queer men suddenly became an option... I was like "ohhhh yeahhhhhhh, this works."
I think I only identified as a lesbian because it was the only explanation I had for why I felt the way I did - I wanted to be a more masculine-bodied person, and butches were my only example (flawed logic, but I hadn't really known much about being trans at the time) Not to mention, real-life experience teaches you that fantasy doesn't always translate to reality and I just am more emotionally attracted to masculine identifying people in general... which 9 times out of 10 have been dudes.
All in all, I like queer shit in general, and it just makes sense to me in a way that heterosexuality does not >_<
Um, what else... oh yeah! Had top-surgery last year in August and just recently had revision done 4 weeks ago :3 So yay no moar bewbs!
Muh tumblr is where I'm most active... kestinstewart.tumblr.com/
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Small update
2 min read
Hiya everyone, as you may have noticed... I haven't been on here much this last... 6 monthsish. So if you don't already watch my other account, 
then please do :3
Points of interest!
Started working as a Gallery Assistant!
Passed my '1 Year on Testosterone' milestone and am now almost at 18 months!
Earned a hell of alot of money at the Armageddon Expo (pretty much every geek convention all rolled into one) just selling drawings and doing sketches for people.
At said convention, got Greg Ruckas autograph on my copy of Whiteout.
Had Mathew Clark sketch me a pic of Harley and Ivy 
And heres something I made that hopefully will make you lols
cheezburger.com/View.aspx?aid=…
Pls vote!
then please do :3Points of interest!
Started working as a Gallery Assistant! Passed my '1 Year on Testosterone' milestone and am now almost at 18 months! Earned a hell of alot of money at the Armageddon Expo (pretty much every geek convention all rolled into one) just selling drawings and doing sketches for people. At said convention, got Greg Ruckas autograph on my copy of Whiteout. Had Mathew Clark sketch me a pic of Harley and Ivy And heres something I made that hopefully will make you lols
cheezburger.com/View.aspx?aid=…
Pls vote!
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Harley and Ivy
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www.youtube.com/watch?v=3GqF3K…
There you has it, my first ever Harley/Ivy Music Video! Dedicated to GargoyleKitty for the 100'00th page view. Yeah I know, I didn't end up doing a fanart but I hope you like it anyway ^^
There you has it, my first ever Harley/Ivy Music Video! Dedicated to GargoyleKitty for the 100'00th page view. Yeah I know, I didn't end up doing a fanart but I hope you like it anyway ^^
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100'000
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Weel!
Thats definitely a good reason for me to log into DA XD Big thanks to
for the e-mail notifying me and congratulations to 
for the magic pageview!
i38.tinypic.com/k01ojr.jpg
This deserves a special kind of kigo picture...
Check out my other account for a short update on whats been happening of late.
Thats definitely a good reason for me to log into DA XD Big thanks to
for the e-mail notifying me and congratulations to for the magic pageview!i38.tinypic.com/k01ojr.jpg
This deserves a special kind of kigo picture...
Check out
my other account for a short update on whats been happening of late.
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